You can call me… Harmony / Anthony / VG
I identify as… I was wondering if anyone feels this way, or if it is even possible.
This is what I feel– but it doesn’t make any sense at all.
So, pretty much, I feel like a woman trapped in a man’s body trapped in a woman.
I like being Harmony. I like being my mommy’s daughter.
But I feel like my body is wrong. I feel like I should have a penis and muscles and little itty bitty boobies.
I feel like I should be a woman trapped in a man’s body… part time.
I want masculine-ish facial features, I want to have a chest that I could go topless in, but then squeeze into a corset and have lovely tah-tahs.
I want to have a penis when I’m having sex– even if it’s not being used or touched. I want to know its there.
I long to go on testosterone, but I never want to face male-pattern baldness or a pot belly, or have my temper flair up even more or become more insensitive. I want to be womanly and feminine. But I want a cock. I want to wear men’s clothing without people just passing me off as a lesbian. (I have a REALLY feminine face.) But I want to be pretty. I want to be lovely.
I want to wear a dress to my wedding and a tux to the reception.
As far as third-person pronouns go, … It’s okay, you can call me “she” and it won’t really bother me. But the day someone calls me “he,” I will be delighted and giggling for the rest of the week.
I’m attracted to… Anyone really, I have a horrible tendency to crush on the person at school that is kindest to me– not many people like me, so that one person that takes the time to talk to me or joke with me is usually the person I actually have feelings for.
But if we’re just talking sex… I like people that are a mix of masculine/femme features and masculine/femme personality traits.
When people talk about me, I want them to… respect me and not dismiss every word I say.
I want people to understand… I’m weird. I’m obnoxious. I’m passionate. I’m obsessive. I’m protective.
Most people find me annoying, but if you get on my TRUE good side, I will defend you to the death.
About Harmony / Anthony / VG
High school student at a struggling charter school in Minnesota.
Working as hard as I can to graduate this spring (a year early) so I can move to the ever queer friendly and vegan loving Portland, OR.
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