I hate where I am right now.
I don’t identify as bisexual, but am strongly attracted to masculinity…not really male, but masculinity. Because binary ideas are nil with me (in fact, a turn off) I don’t identify as gay either.
I adore butch women, but they hate me because I guess I must repent for having had relations with men. I feel like I’m “ruined” in their eyes.
I just want loving people in my life, close to me, so I can share experiences with others and have that intimacy. I wish I were more of a “norm” sometimes so I had some place to go.
What’s your experience?